i fell in love with the 'rent' soundtrack again. everyone should go hear it:

http://rentmoviesoundtrack.com/

it's addictive especially 'seasons of love.'

'how would you measure a year?'

it's an intersting question. and much i would like not to think about it, it makes me ponder.
today i had lunch with my grandparents (my mother's parents) whom i love each individual dearly. my grandmother inspire me so much (despite her nagging) that sometimes i even cry hearing her stories. my grandfather is so hilarious till he bring laughter of tears into my eyes.

my grandma and i were having a chatting session in starbucks after lunch today. she's one person where i can boast to and don't feel embarass at the same time she would continue to encourage me. it's great, cause unlike my mum she won't put me down.

i have another grandmother, my dad's mum. she lived through a hard life too and currently is staying with me.

family is a great thing. my mum said that without family sometimes the world can be a lonely place. when i reflect about it, i kind of agree. i'm not too sure whether i would like to start a family, but for now, i'm happy i have one.

last day of 2006. and next year is the big year. 2 more days till dooms day.

i have finally finished clearing out my room. (well at least those part which i wished to clear) i'm going to redecorate it with all the post cards i collected, now i got to get blue tack. i haven't finished my homework though, although i barely started. (if you count a few questions starting)

quivering for the new year-2007, here i come.

i'm waiting for batman begins to start.

somtimes when i watch movies i have to watch the movie first before seeing whether i would want to watch again. mind you i already watch the show once.

so dooms day is coming soon and noted that sadam hussain has been executed and half of iraq and almost the whole of america is probably celebrating right now. although, i don't think they're the only countries celebrating.

my aunt was saying how he deserve to die after killing so many. bbc and cnn kept on repeating the hanging,-as though they have no other news-yahoo front page was talking about his excution with bombings happening over the country. i bet half of the blogs are also talking about him and his execution. me included.
hey it's publicity right?

oh, director of blood diamond said something to the reporters. 'if you want information you should be a film director, everybody is willing to give you information especially if you bring an actor a long.' (well somewhere along those lines anyway, my mum was reciting it to me) for his case, it was leonardo dicaprio.

fancy that.

something rather rare happened today. i was taking the bus home from orchard when suddenly the bus door's glass cracked and we were on the expressway. we had to drop in the middle of expressway just to wait for the next bus, but long as we waited there were none. (well there was one but it was full) the bus driver then asked us to go on the bus and alight on the first stop. the funniest thing was that so many people were having a kick and were taking photos of the broken glass door and while we were waiting on the expressway on the road side, someone laughed loudly while he was in the truck. everyone laughed it off.
we then took the bus to the next stop where a few glass shattered into pieces onto the stairs of the exit. it was kind of riddiculous really.

before that i went to kino. and reading some of the psychology books it kind of pissed me off. there was one book where i just took a glance and never even touched it for i was angry with it. i guess one of the reason why i was angry was maybe i was pissed off at the titles and some of them were rather 'sqaure.'

i know i'm not a major in psychology or anywhere close that, but some of the advice they give were narrow minded and it was as though there was only one answer to that question and nothing more.

but looking back now, i kind of feel silly. these books are in a way just guidelines of life, and since there is no perfect answer in life, this will probably help guide people in streneous situations. who knows? probably one of these days i would buy one of those books and actaully read it.

i wonder why sometimes my emotions are rather wild and fickle minded. i know it isn't unusual but i get disgusted easily these few days as well. with well, my own species. it's hard to describe. i feel that people don't understand certain conept of life where i myself doesn't understand everything. i hate it when people try to assume they do when it is truly obvious they don't. i'm not pin pointing this to anybody but to everyone in general. i must remind myself that there will be people out there who would think i'm likewise.

but i guess we're all human and living in this hidden yet known tagline of 'survival of the fittest'-charles darwin. so who is really the fittest? or rather what is the fittest? it's not a contemplating question nor am i confused of life, it kind of just struck me and i just psyched myself thinking about it.

note: from what i see, everyone who tries or rather think he or she lives and abides the law of nature is rather nuts and ends up commiting suicide.
example: hitler.

alright folks. something for the new year. not yet to perfection, but at least i'll live with it. :)
proudly made by myself thank you very much.

official filming will start soon. i can't just wait. video recorder here i come.

tagged replies:
DarkSR: :)

Sunshine momentum
In this monotonous sky
Flowers withering until they die
Here comes winter
In a chilled cold stone
Hardly breathing
Until I look you in the eye

Darker bearing than the grave stone
Drive me crazy in one night alone
Love seemed to be gone
And everything’s wrong
Forgive me and my sins
I cannot stand on my own

Lovely beads of rain pouring down
The darken sky left me to drown
In this miserable rain I wait
For the chorus of our song we hate

The night sky told I should forget
But I know I can’t just react
For they say ‘love is blind’
My inner self tells me love is kind

A gentle touch
A brush of your lips
A shiver down the spine
I know then it wouldn’t be mine
I crave for your warmth
That not I can’t forget
For that’s how I learn
The truly wish of divine

'Sunshine Momentum'